Camp!?

Ok Ok! I realize I'm like shooting the gun way to early...but IF I remember correctly aren't we supposed to have autumn camp even if it's like a weekend deal? IF so WHEN?! *giggles* Yes I said it I'm shooting the gun seeing as Autumn only offically started erm..two days ago?

I dunno why; but it sorta popped into my head while I was looking at my one & only LOTD >.> might be working on some of those.. maybe *lol* Anyways.. point in case.. other then I'm hunting for a new blogger look for the new changes....which brings me to another totally different and yet sorta on the same page as camp.. my hair *giggles*

Winter camp 08/09 = Blonde, Summer Camp 09 = Brunette, Winter Camp 10 = Black, Summer Camp 10 = Black, Autumn/Winter? Camp = Brunette again *giggles*

Just goes to show I seem to change things about me when things get under my skin to a breaking point..

soooooooo whole point of my camp ramble does anyone remember what IF anything was said about autumn camp at the end of summer? If so what? & Did we ever hear anything beyond the weekend & other things survey? I don't remember that we did.. *ponders*

*eyes clock & faints...* it's 4:37am here.. so erm minus three hours & you get SL time ..*twitch* .. insomnia what to do without you. *sarcastic pun here*

right....well night or gonna try *giggles*

--Lia

Not Everything Lasts..

and yet..with time that's ok. Tonight I realized though I still miss Mama Luna she'll always remain apart of me; where one door closes another opens in the form of something beautiful & slowly blossoming from the small sproutling of feelings into love; the kinda love you have between a mama & a papa; & their brat :)

Papa Tom thank you; just remember I know where to kick *giggles*

..Uncertain Self..

. . .It sucks to think yet sadly is the case that Mama Luna has broken any & all contact with me. What I had hoped to be probably the best two weeks of my current SL life(s) .. gone.. 3yrs in SL on Lia .. *shrugs* My wedding on my big *shrugs* though given YES I'm doing the wedding this saturday vs last saturday hubby n I got sick.. It's just..

How do people go from completely happy logging on almost every day spending hours on hours together. Then.. nothing; No responses to email, facebook, private plurk.. Sadly she removed me from facebook, deleted her plurk account, has never sent a reply back to my email..

Not just me either; Mama Indra hasn't heard anything either.. frankly it upsets me.. so much for always being honest, being able to talk about things, Instead she yanks out the umbilical cord & doesn't look back.. Mama Iny says she's running..but from what?? & why...?

Yes I'm upset..and hurt..but for all the talk of her trusting me..& Mama Indra .. yet she does something like this. Do I have the right to be hurt/upset/what ever..? I feel I do it's been questioned that she probalby left cuz I got a new mom so fast...

Frankly she was the one who suggested I go ahead & look for a 2nd family since she had already told me she was leaving in January to go on a 1yr + RL road trip.. I met Mama Brynn the last day Luna spoke to me the 31st.. and from then I haven't seen or heard from her sense.

Last time she logged on was the 5th.. which I didn't see her on cuz she was already off before I logged on...I feel like her disappearing like this someone yanked out apart of my very being & .. squished.. totally utterly squished like you do to grapes to make wine.. Frankly it hurts..

I miss her... I doubt she'll read this though she's a fan of my blog..

I'm writting this just cuz i need to get it out. IF you think I'm posting for pity or sympathy..stuff it..

---Lia..