Camp!?

Ok Ok! I realize I'm like shooting the gun way to early...but IF I remember correctly aren't we supposed to have autumn camp even if it's like a weekend deal? IF so WHEN?! *giggles* Yes I said it I'm shooting the gun seeing as Autumn only offically started erm..two days ago?

I dunno why; but it sorta popped into my head while I was looking at my one & only LOTD >.> might be working on some of those.. maybe *lol* Anyways.. point in case.. other then I'm hunting for a new blogger look for the new changes....which brings me to another totally different and yet sorta on the same page as camp.. my hair *giggles*

Winter camp 08/09 = Blonde, Summer Camp 09 = Brunette, Winter Camp 10 = Black, Summer Camp 10 = Black, Autumn/Winter? Camp = Brunette again *giggles*

Just goes to show I seem to change things about me when things get under my skin to a breaking point..

soooooooo whole point of my camp ramble does anyone remember what IF anything was said about autumn camp at the end of summer? If so what? & Did we ever hear anything beyond the weekend & other things survey? I don't remember that we did.. *ponders*

*eyes clock & faints...* it's 4:37am here.. so erm minus three hours & you get SL time ..*twitch* .. insomnia what to do without you. *sarcastic pun here*

right....well night or gonna try *giggles*

--Lia

Not Everything Lasts..

and yet..with time that's ok. Tonight I realized though I still miss Mama Luna she'll always remain apart of me; where one door closes another opens in the form of something beautiful & slowly blossoming from the small sproutling of feelings into love; the kinda love you have between a mama & a papa; & their brat :)

Papa Tom thank you; just remember I know where to kick *giggles*

..Uncertain Self..

. . .It sucks to think yet sadly is the case that Mama Luna has broken any & all contact with me. What I had hoped to be probably the best two weeks of my current SL life(s) .. gone.. 3yrs in SL on Lia .. *shrugs* My wedding on my big *shrugs* though given YES I'm doing the wedding this saturday vs last saturday hubby n I got sick.. It's just..

How do people go from completely happy logging on almost every day spending hours on hours together. Then.. nothing; No responses to email, facebook, private plurk.. Sadly she removed me from facebook, deleted her plurk account, has never sent a reply back to my email..

Not just me either; Mama Indra hasn't heard anything either.. frankly it upsets me.. so much for always being honest, being able to talk about things, Instead she yanks out the umbilical cord & doesn't look back.. Mama Iny says she's running..but from what?? & why...?

Yes I'm upset..and hurt..but for all the talk of her trusting me..& Mama Indra .. yet she does something like this. Do I have the right to be hurt/upset/what ever..? I feel I do it's been questioned that she probalby left cuz I got a new mom so fast...

Frankly she was the one who suggested I go ahead & look for a 2nd family since she had already told me she was leaving in January to go on a 1yr + RL road trip.. I met Mama Brynn the last day Luna spoke to me the 31st.. and from then I haven't seen or heard from her sense.

Last time she logged on was the 5th.. which I didn't see her on cuz she was already off before I logged on...I feel like her disappearing like this someone yanked out apart of my very being & .. squished.. totally utterly squished like you do to grapes to make wine.. Frankly it hurts..

I miss her... I doubt she'll read this though she's a fan of my blog..

I'm writting this just cuz i need to get it out. IF you think I'm posting for pity or sympathy..stuff it..

---Lia..

What to Bring to Camp..

I've been thinking bout what exactly to bring to camp this year & I have a ROUGH estimate of what to bring & would like opinions & options & idea's ... I thought I'd do this to get my own 'bags' straight but also give idea's for others

Unless I mention where I got it specifically aka on slexchange

I found the items in the respective mentioned designers main store

if has a * in front means I have that covered :P

.:OUTER WEAR:.

a. *1 Hoodie Jacket - Never know the weather! (REEK)

b. Shoes!! or Not? (slink feet, a couple pair of sneakers, idea's?)

c. Rain gear? (I have rainboots hmm ponders umbrella/raincoat?)

.:SLEEP & SWIMWEAR:.

a. *3-4 Swimsuits(*BB* & *Aura's* - Hawaiian ✭Fish & Marana + 50L)

b. 2-3 PJ Sets (needs suggestions? did get cuppycake in purple *BB*)

.:CAMP & CABIN GEAR:.

a. *Travel Pillow (RC Cluster)

b. *Away from Home Belt (:CANDY:)

c. Suitcase(s) (1 so far from LMC)

d. Bunk Bedding (No Clue! Has winter 09; Beyond that oldies dun fit)

e. Cabin Cutifications (dun ask couldn't think of a better word)

f. ???? idea's here please ????

.:CLOTHING:. (non outer/sleep/swimwear)

a. no idea yet

Random LOTD - Camp Inspired!

Being tired of fishing -- Hey! I went from lvl 7 to 15 in the course of erm like two maybe three day's? Soooo anyways I first went to curio & spoke with Miss Gala's manager. I was looking for a sunburnt skin in sundust (current skin shade) Unfortunately Miss Gala doesn't have any sunburnt skins that have face/arms/legs/back/etc which by the way would be really cute specially for summer :p

Anyways!! I decided to go ahead & get REEK's sunburn 'kit' ? guesses that's the best word for it hehe anyways; and while there I was rambling..I tend to do that alot .. and I found..lots n lots did I mention lots of cute things? I was there with camp in mind aka the sunburn & even around the beach at home seeing as mama can't keep me in anything more then a swimsuit some days

Bare with me as this is my first LOTD so if something doesn't make sense then just IM me ok?

REEK Laundry Day Hoodie

250L - Single Hoodie

1750L - Fat Pack 65% Off

REEK Laundry Day Hair

225L - Single Hair Pack

700L - Great Personality Pack (All Colors)

REEK Firefly Jars

125L - Handheld & Rezable Versions

--All REEK products can be found/

purchased at the main store--

*Aura's* Candee Outfit

50L Friday Outfit - Totally Awesum

--Wearing Only the Shirt w/out Prim Top--

--*Aura's* Candee Outfit can be found/

purchased at the main store--

*BB* Babydolls Camping Tee's

Price & Where-abouts Unknown

(this was available during Winter Camp)

--Wearing Only Jeans w/out Prim legs--

--*BB* BabyDoll's Camping Tee's in main store BUT

whereabouts unknown as purchased Winter Camp 09--

*NJoy* Rainboots hearts

100L - Purchased of SLX

--*NJoy* Rainboots hearts can be found on

slexchange.com using *njoy*--

Brushin away the cobwebs..

i've been doing alot of reflecting on both the real & second lives; And I'm grateful for those who have been there for me in the past; even if we ended things badly & if we did I'm truly sorry cuz you helped me even if I didn't see it at the time and you helped form me to who I am today in both worlds wether you know it or not..

Mama Luna & I had been talking bout that sort of thing and I guess that's what sorta started me on the thought process of who I am and what made me that way :) Mama says its part of my dna hehe but she uses that from my favorite song I think more then anything. Caesey knows it not that she'll read this she doesn't plurk can't drag her onto it :p so more then likely my wifeh won't read my blog either lol.

I guess I wanna say ty to everyone in my sl life be we friends or not anymore and if we aren't I'd like to extend my hand in trying to put the bridges back together your call and hey I understand eitherway gods know I've been in the past year the 'B' word at times and probably more that you can think of... I am not apologizing for HOW I was ... but simply saying I'm sorry for the effects .. if that doesn't make sense blame it on lack of sleep :p