. . .It sucks to think yet sadly is the case that Mama Luna has broken any & all contact with me. What I had hoped to be probably the best two weeks of my current SL life(s) .. gone.. 3yrs in SL on Lia .. *shrugs* My wedding on my big *shrugs* though given YES I'm doing the wedding this saturday vs last saturday hubby n I got sick.. It's just..
How do people go from completely happy logging on almost every day spending hours on hours together. Then.. nothing; No responses to email, facebook, private plurk.. Sadly she removed me from facebook, deleted her plurk account, has never sent a reply back to my email..
Not just me either; Mama Indra hasn't heard anything either.. frankly it upsets me.. so much for always being honest, being able to talk about things, Instead she yanks out the umbilical cord & doesn't look back.. Mama Iny says she's running..but from what?? & why...?
Yes I'm upset..and hurt..but for all the talk of her trusting me..& Mama Indra .. yet she does something like this. Do I have the right to be hurt/upset/what ever..? I feel I do it's been questioned that she probalby left cuz I got a new mom so fast...
Frankly she was the one who suggested I go ahead & look for a 2nd family since she had already told me she was leaving in January to go on a 1yr + RL road trip.. I met Mama Brynn the last day Luna spoke to me the 31st.. and from then I haven't seen or heard from her sense.
Last time she logged on was the 5th.. which I didn't see her on cuz she was already off before I logged on...I feel like her disappearing like this someone yanked out apart of my very being & .. squished.. totally utterly squished like you do to grapes to make wine.. Frankly it hurts..
I miss her... I doubt she'll read this though she's a fan of my blog..
I'm writting this just cuz i need to get it out. IF you think I'm posting for pity or sympathy..stuff it..
---Lia..
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